Wow

Ever since I started keeping up with Facebook, I've totally neglected my blog.. Sorry blog, sorry family.

There's not much to say other than I'm completely going crazy with stuff to do before our trip.. The problem is that the second we return we have a bridal show to do. I'm "re-inventing" myself and my business and that it taking sooooo much work, money I don't have and time which I also don't have with two kids that don't understand the logic of work. Not to mention Chris had to go to Chicago, we cut up all of our credit cards (bad timing) and the s**t is hitting the fan as far as money goes. The details are exhausting, so I'll spare the details, but I believe that God is saying, "you don't need credit cards, you need an imagination, get creative and have faith". I know He provides, He always does. Like for instance. Larry (my gardener-soon to be ex-gardener) pulled up and said I owed him for last month. I TOTALLY forgot. Probably cause I didn't have his $50. Just then the mailman walked up and handed me my mail. I saw a card for my bday. I said, "well, Larry, you might just get paid today after-all". It was a check for $50 from Grannie. Thanks Grannie for paying for my yard for a month. Larry is going to now get laid off.. :( It's not good. I know he's struggling too. We all are.

Unrelated note: Sally's stomach is making so many noises I can't concentrate on what I'm trying to complain about. Kind of worries me that she's going to have bowel issues all over my house or something. UGH.

Anyway, enough madness. I have to get back to work and it's almost 1 am.. more ugh!